Well! After my big bold statement, I was not long into the month before too many things in my life - involving work, bees, my mother-in-law's care, my daughters, even my student loan repayment status (!) had me rethinking these challenges I set for myself. So while I gathered many books, and read some of several, this year, I stepped down from the challenge almost as soon as I started. Here are the titles I'd set aside, in no particular order, with a few notes:
Toss Repeat by John Monroe Johnson - a chapbook by a brilliant poet and member of my twice-a-month Monday night group. Winner of the James Tate Poetry Prize 2024.
In the Blood by Carl Phillips
Somewhere West of the Mississippi by Dave Seter, the Sonoma County Poet Laureate 2024-2026, and a fantastic supporter of the literary community. Also a translator of Lithuanian poetry!
Haiku: the Poetry of Zen, edited by Manuela Dunn Masetti (picked because it was short and I knew I'd need a short book of short poems on busy days during the challenge).
The Poetry Deal by Diane di Prima. I remember seeing her read at past Petaluma Poetry Walks, and being told she was the queen (or was it the mother?) of the beats. A legend!
Cain Named the Animal by Shane McCrae. One that I'd like to take my time and finish.
The Idea of an Entire Life by Billy-Ray Belcourt.
Tumor Moon by Jennifer Saunders. A good friend from the MFA program, and one of three other poets with whom I meet nearly every Thursday via zoom, even though she's in Switzerland. Gorgeous book.
Sonnets from the Portuguese. Elizabeth Barrett Browning. I have a copy of this that my grandfather gave to my grandmother about a hundred years ago, and I always felt that was quite romantic.
Return of the Chinese Femme by Dorothy Chan.
A Holy Dread by R.A. Villanueva.
Dog Show by Billy Collins. It feels like three lifetimes ago that my mother and daughters and I were enchanted by "The Lanyard." I would have read this, I think, merely to confirm that I've moved on.
When the Hhorses by Mary Helen Callier.
Don't Ask Me How I Know by Michele Bombardier. A fantastic book by another beloved member of the Frustration of Poets Thursday group. Loved this book!
The Book of Alice by Diamond Forde. Another one that captured me and that I'd like to complete.
Homeless in Petaluma by Michelle Baynes. Daughter of Geri Digiorno, who started the Petaluma Poetry Walk, and a beautiful, wonderful woman who has done much work for the shelterless.
In the Next Century by Ruth Stone.
Overland by Natlie Eilbert. I read a bit of this, but perhaps didn't have the concentration or patience for its style with all the heavy things going on in my life at the moment.
Find Me as the Creature I am by Emily Jungmin Yoon.
Veer by Cole Swensen. A local poet who I did not know, but am very glad I've found.
Lives by C.J. Evans. The best find of the month, I think. Really lovely. Some of Evans' preoccupations are mine as well. One I will go back to.
I, Divided by Chelsea Dingman. Recommended to me by Jennifer Saunders as an example for writing about extremely difficult subjects with skill and without making them overwhelming, sentimental or trivial. A guide for my potential manuscript.
(Re) Creations by the late Phyllis H. Meshulam, a former Sonoma County Poet Laureate, companion on a poets' trip to Wales in 2013, and the beautiful host of the Monday night group pre-COVID. Even after losing the ability to move her hands or speak, she was writing new poems and working on new manuscripts. This one was published late in her illness and shortly before her death.
UnRavel by Marjorie Stein. A fantastic book by another member of the Monday night group. I love what Margie does with language. So proud of this book on her behalf.
What does that make? Twenty four books I might have read, only a few of which I read all the way through. Some I never read at all.
Just documenting this idea of an attempt, so I can move on. Take the library books back. Know which ones I'll borrow again. Cleaning the slate for the next two weeks of my life, which will be busy, and during which I want to focus on my property and my well-being, not a challenge that is not necessary with everything else happening in the world right now. With all due respect to the poets and their work.